Dream

This morning I had a terrible end to a dream. I dreamt that I was in my parents' house, and my younger sister and two of her friends were there having some sort of mini party, and my sister was partially clothed and looked fucked on drugs, her eyes rolling around and a dazed demeanor. I saw these sores and spots on her body, and immediately concerned I called her over. She came over, and I saw she had quite raw flaky sores all over her body and she was itching herself and I felt a sudden deep sense of dread and I asked what drug she had taken. She said, meth amphetamine, and I said Oh no no no and then she said I've taken a few hits already and I'm fuuucked and I knew then and there that she was addicted and would be forever and she was trapped and would ruin her life away and I felt an unimaginable sense of sadness and despair towards this fact, for obvious reasons, because she's my little baby sister, (she is not a baby, she just is to me) and I woke up weeping and even when I was awake I carried on crying because the feeling of losing her was still there. I still feel haunted..

Drugs

Watching Louis Theroux visit Fresno to look at meth addicts, and this woman's been stopped by the police and she's fucked on meth and she has 3 kids and her partner left her and she uses every day and she's laughing and then she's just holding back the tears and she says "That's why I take it; to make the pain go away", and she's then arrested and taken away in a police car.

Do you see. What. Is. WRONG. With. This. Stupid. World. And Their. Idiotic. Drug. Policies?

This woman needs HELP. Desperately. She has kids that NEED to be with their mother, not in care. WHY ARE YOU LOCKING HER AWAY?

I am so angry at the stupidity of governments all over the world.

Dear Mina Tindle.

Dear Mina Tindle.

I have listened to your new EP 'Taranta', and I was very excited to see that the song 'Austin' was on it. However, I was very disappointed to realise that it was (no offense) an alternative, not-so-good version to the one previously on Spotify and your MySpace...


...........Why?



Would love to hear from you,

Miu.

Lonely

Friday night I went to a club night (which was awful, btw), and all night there was this man standing around in a sort of modest Hawaiian shirt, on his own, beer in hand, just looking around. And he didn't look like he was having that much fun, and he was all alone.

And it made me so depressed I burst into tears when we left.

And don't ask me why I didn't go and talk to him, because I don't know and it would have been awkward.

But that's one thing that always gets me right there; the thought of sad, lonely people, lost in a world full of people bustling and partying, and not knowing what to do..

Bedbugs

Did you know that when bedbugs mate, it's called traumatic insemination. This is because the male bedbug mates with the female by stabbing her in the back with his phallic organ.

Thank fuck I'm not a bedbug.

Laterst pro-jekt.

Secret spiral

Mmm if I had a secret spiral to make all the boys fall in love with ME. Then I could swallow them all up too..


Junji Ito you are a God for creating such a haunting story.