Dream

This morning I had a terrible end to a dream. I dreamt that I was in my parents' house, and my younger sister and two of her friends were there having some sort of mini party, and my sister was partially clothed and looked fucked on drugs, her eyes rolling around and a dazed demeanor. I saw these sores and spots on her body, and immediately concerned I called her over. She came over, and I saw she had quite raw flaky sores all over her body and she was itching herself and I felt a sudden deep sense of dread and I asked what drug she had taken. She said, meth amphetamine, and I said Oh no no no and then she said I've taken a few hits already and I'm fuuucked and I knew then and there that she was addicted and would be forever and she was trapped and would ruin her life away and I felt an unimaginable sense of sadness and despair towards this fact, for obvious reasons, because she's my little baby sister, (she is not a baby, she just is to me) and I woke up weeping and even when I was awake I carried on crying because the feeling of losing her was still there. I still feel haunted..